Gehadistan

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Friday, August 04, 2006

Ana anomie! ..not a criminal yet though

2 years ago I studied a theory in criminolgy that got stuck to my head...and i'd recall it each time i realize i can't cope with soceity..or the world for that matter... so here's what this theory is about ... yemken akoon mashroo3 criminal!

Anomie Theory

The theory leans heavily on the work of one of several founders of sociology, Emile Durkheim, who used the term anomie to describe the lack of social regulation in modern societies as one manner that could elevate higher suicide rates. Robert Merton, a criminologist that applied Durkheim’s definition of anomie to modern industrial societies with emphasis towards the United States, specifically, redefined the term. According to Merton, anomie is the form that societal incoherence takes when there is a significant detachment “between valued cultural ends and legitimate societal means to those ends” (Akers, 2000, p. 143, 161). Anomie can be separated into two specific categories: macroside and microside. The former is caused when society fails to establish clear limits on goals and is unable to regulate the conduct of members in the society. The latter, more commonly referred to as strain, stresses its attention towards the breakdown of society and the increase in deviance associated with this declining change that produces a stronger pressure among members of society to commit crimes (Calhoun, 2003).
Strain is the pressure on disadvantaged minority groups and the lower urban populous to take advantage of any effective available means to income and success that they can find even if these means are illegal (Akers, 2000, p. 144). In his 1897, publication, Suicide, Durkheim classified strain into two basic categories: social processes and personal experiences. These in turn produced two general types of strain: structural and individual. Social processes create the environment necessary for the evolvement of structural strain and personal experiences cause individual strain. Structural strain applies to members of society who determine their needs based on the ideals of society and are in a constant struggle to meet those expectations. Individual strain is the personally created stress applied by the individual while searching for a means of meeting their needs that are defined by their personal expectations that they hold of themselves (O’Connor, 2003). According to General Strain Theory, as aspirations increase and expectations decline, delinquency and the amount of deviant acts that occur increases in effect to these changes. Merton recognized certain expectations created by the two general types of strain and identified five specific “modes of adaptation” to these strains (Akers, 2000, p. 144). Within the social psychology field, Robert Agnew identified three more major sources of strain in addition to those defined by Durkheim and Merton (Akers, 2000, p. 159).

Merton’s Five “Modes of Adaptation”
Conformity

Merton recognizes conformity as the most common type of the five modes. During this mode, people strive to obtain success by the most pure conventional means available (Akers, 2000, p. 144).

Innovation

During innovation, Merton identifies a miniscule, but substantial change in the perspective of the people whose mode is still in conformity and that of whom has shifted to innovation. The people continue to seek success; however by innovation they strive to obtain the success by taking advantage of illegal goals available to them in place of less promising conventional means in order to attain success (Akers, p. 144-5).

Rebellion
Merton suggests that by the time people reach the mode of rebellion, they have completely rejected the story that everybody in society can achieve success and have loomed into a rebellious state. They neither trust the valued cultural ends nor the legitimate societal means used to reach success. Instead, these people replace such ideas with irrational objectives to include the violent overthrow of the system altogether
(Akers, 2000, p. 144).

Retreatism
Identified by Merton as the escapist response of the five modes, retreatism occurs when people become practically dropouts of society. They give up all goals and efforts to achieve success because they view it as an impractical, impossible, almost imaginary, and irrational possibility. Merton attributes this mode as the one to which drug addicts, alcoholics, vagrants, and the severely mental ill function because their reactions to not being able to obtain success by legitimate means represses them from society (Akers, 2000, p. 144).

Ritualism
During ritualism, the final mode, people realize that they have no real opportunity to advance in society and accept the little relevance that they have. It is in this mode that people concentrate on retaining what little they possibly gained or still have in place of concentrating on a higher yield of success. They return to adhering to conventional norms in hopes of maintaining the few possessions or possible gains that they have attained. For many members of the urban lower socioeconomic populous and disadvantaged minorities this period of short-lived and slightly increased gains takes nearly a lifetime to obtain and to recognize its worth in a modern industrial society (Akers, 2000, p. 144).

Sunday, July 30, 2006

happy...once more

Balance is only a possibility, I say this each and every time I am back here…don’t ask me where is here…I’m just here again, talking , happy, breathing, and actually smiling, its kinda boring how each time I seek balance it escapes me, then out of the blues I can finally sense some harmony in my surroundings, and everything starts to make sense, but only for a couple of days, then I’ll be back there, where there are no odds of finding balance!

I dare say I am content, that despite everything I am a believer, don’t be a smarty and ask me what’s the everything that might influence my faith!

Anyways, to be honest, it’s not that hard anymore to overlook all the sadness…not cause the reasons are gone…but for the fact that I lost interest, so what if the world is screwed? Why should that matter to me? What good has done me being humane, I’m in this good state of nullity, and I’ve always hoped for this mood, instead of caring all the way about everything, though the thought of not being “Aware” of all the ugliness fills me with shame…anyways I won’t whine about everything like always, life is good whether I can see that or not, and am grateful cause I think I developed into a more tolerable tolerant ME… even if that means that I’m turning into another air headed typical Egyptian girl

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Emotionally Unstable (Borderline) Personality Disorder 301.83

* This disorder is improved
* This disorder currently causes mild harm to self or others
* Occupationally, this disorder currently causes severe difficulty
* Socially, this disorder currently causes moderate difficulty

This diagnosis is based on the following findings:
* Unstable and intense 'love-hate' relationships ( still present )
* Markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self ( still present )
* Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threats, or self-mutilating behavior ( no longer present )
* Rapidly shifting emotions ( still present )
* Chronic feelings of emptiness ( still present )
* Inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger ( no longer present )
* Transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms ( no longer present )
However, the following (non-essential) diagnostic criteria were absent:
* Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment ( absent )

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

The Game

The game is ongoing
I am a player
its really simple
someone's gotta win
another's gotta lose

The race is in vain
I just want to stand still
they're cheering for the good game
May the best man win!

And I couldn't understand
why it matters,
why they cheer??

The game won't stop
players should rest
the specatators yet cheer
It should stop,
It won't stop
it shouldn't, so i hear!!

I am yet playing
I can't pause..
losing would be

The game is ongoing
players are confused
specatators have left
At a point,they were not amused
The game,it won't end

that i should know
but if futelity is the game
i'm not playing anymore!!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

a new blog...not a very new person..ancient gehad...boring..sappy..annoying....
emotional...thoughful..most likely to give you a headache..

but honestly ..."I Don't CARE", well i do ...but i'd rather not..this is my blog ..my space..my land..my territory...MINE...but you are allowed in....as long as you won't judge my words..

so where does gehadistan lie?

hmm..hard answer...well its some star lingering in some galaxy...not sure its anywhere near your milky way...ana gaya men elgalaxy bet3aty ana...i don't belong na7yto elbashr beto3ko !